So, I fell asleep on the train in and I don't know why, but I was just sitting down, leaning my head on my hand and somehow my eyes closed when I wasn't paying attention and I fell asleep, and I had this dream I can't remember, and when I woke up, I had that kind of shock moment, where I realized I'd slept through my stop, and it kind of felt like I was gunna throw up my stomach for seventeen seconds, and then I got all distracted because my cheek itched, and I reached up to scratch it, and all across my hand is, like, the imprint of my hair, which is all bent and shit at this point, so that one half is curled around the right part of my face and the other half is still trying to climb off my head and into the air. And it was just weird. I felt like I was on something but I wasn't. I just kind of sat there, sorta hypnotized by the lines on my hand until the headache kicked in and I remembered that my cheek was itching, and then I just sat there and wondered what the shit I was doing on the train anyway. (I mean, I knew and everything, but I kind of just...it was that total "God, how long was I asleep" type moment.) I don't know.

Weird shit.

I just feel nervous. I don't know.

[ E D I T ; ]

Oh, and I think Neji hates me.

OH WOE MY POOR BLOND SOUL.

I'll win you back, baby.

And, on top of helping me to embrace that whole "LOL CANNOT SPELL" thing, that just made me feel a whole lot better. NEWSFLASH I FEEL AWESOME NOW. I don't know. Life's alright. It is. I had that one dream for the first time in a few months which pissed me off, but I read something and now I'm pretty sure I have a plan of action now which is FUCKIN' NEW AND EXCITING 'fyou don't mind my saying so, and if you do, you can go fuck yourself on a pole, see how much I care.

Oh, and by the way Neji, not on drugs.

Love you, thanks. ♥